Madame De Mauves by Henry James
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talking about is an unhappiness with distinct limitations. If I were
examined before a board of commissioners for testing the felicity of mankind I'm sure I should be pronounced a very fortunate woman." There was something that deeply touched him in her tone, and this quality pierced further as she continued. "But let me add, with all gratitude for your sympathy, that it's my own affair altogether. It needn't disturb you, my dear sir," she wound up with a certain quaintness of gaiety, "for I've often found myself in your company contented enough and diverted enough." "Well, you're a wonderful woman," the young man declared, "and I admire you as I've never admired any one. You're wiser than anything I, for one, can say to you; and what I ask of you is not to let me advise or console you, but simply thank you for letting me know you." He had intended no such outburst as this, but his voice rang loud and he felt an unfamiliar joy as he uttered it. She shook her head with some impatience. "Let us be friends--as I supposed we were going to be--without protestations and fine words. To have you paying compliments to my wisdom--that would be real wretchedness. I can dispense with your admiration better than the Flemish painters can--better than Van Eyck and Rubens, in spite of all their worshippers. Go join your friend--see everything, enjoy everything, learn everything, and write me an excellent letter, brimming over with your impressions. I'm extremely fond of the Dutch painters," she added with the faintest quaver in the world, an impressible break of voice that Longmore had noticed once or twice before and had interpreted as the sudden weariness, the controlled convulsion, of a spirit self- condemned to play a part. |
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