Fan : the story of a young girl's life by W. H. (William Henry) Hudson
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"And leave my sticks for him to drink up? Don't you think I'm such a
silly." "Do--_do_ let's go, mother! It's worse and worse every day, and he'll kill us if we don't." "No fear. He'll knock us about a bit, but he don't want a rope round _his_ neck, you be sure. And he ain't so bad neither, when he's not in the drink. He's sorry he hit me now." "Oh, mother, I can't bear it! I hate him--I hate him; and he _isn't_ my father, and he hates me, and he'll kill me some day when I come home with nothing." "Who says he isn't your father--where did you hear that, Fan?" "He calls me bastard every day, and I know what that means. Mother, _is_ he my father?" "The brute--no!" "Then why did you marry him, mother? Oh, we could have been so happy together!" "Yes, Fan, I know that _now_, but I didn't know it then. I married him three months before you was born, so that you'd be the child of honest parents. He had a hundred pounds with me, but it all went in a year; and it's always been up and down, up and down with us ever since, but now it's nothing but down." |
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