Fan : the story of a young girl's life by W. H. (William Henry) Hudson
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Then he walked on slower and slower, and finally stopped, and turning
towards Dawson Place, he repeated for the third time, "Curse the jade!" CHAPTER VII Fan saw no more company after that evening, for which she was not sorry; but that had been a red-letter day to her--not soon, perhaps never, to be forgotten. Great as the human adaptiveness is at the age at which Fan then was, that loving-kindness of her mistress--of one so proud and beautiful above all women, and, to the girl's humble ideas, so rich "beyond the dreams of avarice"--retained its mysterious, almost incredible, character to her mind, and was a continual cause of wonder to her, and at times of ill- defined but anxious thought. For what had she--a poor, simple, ignorant useless girl--to keep the affection of such a one as Miss Starbrow? And as the days and weeks went by, that vague anxiety did not leave her; for the more she saw of her mistress, the less did she seem like one of a steadfast mind, whose feelings would always remain the same. She was touchy, passionate, variable in temper; and if her stormy periods were short-lived, she also had cold and sullen moods, which lasted long, and turned all her sweetness sour; and at such times Fan feared to approach her, but sat apart distressed and sorrowful. And yet, whatever her mood was, she never spoke sharply to Fan, or seemed to grow weary of her. And once, during one of those precious half-hours, when they sat together at the bedroom fire before dinner, when Miss Starbrow in a tender mood again |
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