The Vision of Desire by Margaret Pedler
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"And for me, too! Eliot, I wasn't pretending. I _do_ love you. I never meant you to know, but last night--I couldn't help it. I'd promised to marry the--the other man, and then you came, and we were alone--and--Oh!"--desperately, lifting a wrung face to his. "Why won't you understand?" But the beautiful, imploring face failed to move him one jot. Something had died suddenly within him--the something that was young and eager and blindly trusting. When she ceased speaking he was only conscious that he wanted to take her and break her between his two hands--destroy her as he had destroyed the letter she had written. The blood was drumming in his temples. His hands clenched and unclenched spasmodically. She was so slender a thing that it would be very easy ... very easy with those iron muscles of his.... And then she would be dead. She was so beautiful and so rotten at the core that she would be better dead.... It was only by a supreme effort that he mastered his overwhelming need of some physical outlet for the passion of disgust and anger which swept him bare of any gentler emotion as the incoming tide sweeps the shore bare of sign or footprint. His body grew taut and rigid with the pressure he was putting on himself. When at last he spoke his voice was almost unrecognisable. "I do understand," he said. "I understand thoroughly. You've made--everything--perfectly clear." And with that he turned swiftly, leaving her standing alone in a flickering patch of shadow, and strode away across the grass. As he went, a little breeze ran through the garden, wafting the caressing, over-sweet perfume of |
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