A Thousand and One Afternoons in Chicago by Ben Hecht
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"Do you like them there?" She asks. She points to a cluster of fancy
headstones. "Do you?" I ask. She smiles. "Oh yes," she says. And she stops. She is admiring the tombstones. We walk on. It is incredible. This blousy one, this dull-eyed one has come to the cemetery on her day off--to admire the tombstones. Ah, here is drama of a poignant kind. Let us pray God there is nothing pathologic here and that this is an idyl of despair, that the lumpish little slavey sits on the rain-washed bench dreaming of fine tombstones as a flapper might dream of fine dresses. Yes, at last we are on the track. We talk. These are very pretty, she says. Life is dull. The days are drab. The place where she works is like an oven. There is nothing pretty to look at--even in mirrors there is nothing cool and pretty. Clothes grow lumpy when she puts them on. Boys giggle and call names when she goes out. And so, outcast, she comes here to the cemetery to dream of a day when something cool and pretty will belong to her. A headstone, perhaps a stately one with a figure above it. It will stand over her. She will be dead then and unable to enjoy it. But now she is alive. Now she can think of how pretty the stone will look and thus enjoy it in advance. This, after all, is the technique of all dreams. We grow confidential. I have asked what sort she likes best, what sort it pleases her most to think about as standing over her grave when she dies. |
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