The Great God Success by David Graham Phillips
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like a rosebud, was very near his lips. There was appeal in her eyes.
"I'm very, very glad to see you," Howard said as he kissed her. * * * * * And so Howard's life was determined for the next four years. He worked well at his profession. He read a great deal. He wrote fiction and essays in desultory fashion and got a few things printed in the magazines. He led a life that was a model of regularity. But he knew the truth--that Alice had ended his career. He was content. Ambition had always been vague with him and now his habit of following the line of least resistance had drifted him into this mill-pond. Sometimes, he would give himself up to bitter self-reproach, disgusted that he should be so satisfied, so non-resisting in a lot in every way the reverse of that which he had marked out for himself. If he had been chained he might, probably would, have broken away. But Alice never attempted to control him. His will was her law. She was especially shrewd about money matters, so often the source of disputes and estrangements. Two months after she reappeared, she proposed that they take an apartment together. "I saw one to-day in West Twelfth Street at seventy dollars a month," she said, "and I'm sure I could manage it so that you would be much better off than you are now." He viewed this plan with suspicion. It definitely committed him to a mode of life which he had always regarded as degrading both to the man and the |
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