A Fountain Sealed by Anne Douglas Sedgwick
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"Oh!" he answered vaguely, not quite sure for what the regret was.
"I ought to have mastered myself; been more able to play the trivial part, as you did; that was such real kindness in you, Jack, dear. I couldn't have pretended gaiety, but I didn't intend to cast a gloom. It only became that, I suppose, when I was--so hurt." He understood now. "By there not being gloom enough?" "If you like to put it so. To see her smile like that!" Jack was sorry for her, yet, at the same time, sorry for the butterfly. "Yes, I know how you must have felt. But, it was natural, you know. One smiles involuntarily at a meeting, however sad its background. I believe that _you_ would have smiled if she hadn't." Imogen's clear eyes were upon him while he thus shared with her his sense of mitigations and she answered without a pause: "Yes, I could have smiled at her. That would have been different." "You mean--that you had a right to smile?" "I can't see how she _could_," said Imogen in a low voice, not answering his question; thinking, probably, that it answered itself. And she went on: "I was ready, you know, to help her to bear it all, with my whole strength; but, and it is that that still hurts me so, she doesn't seem to know that she needs help. She doesn't seem to be bearing anything." Jack was silent, feeling here that they skirted too closely ground upon |
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