Reminiscences of Tolstoy
by His Son, Count Ilya Tolstoy





REMINISCENCES OF TOLSTOY

BY HIS SON, COUNT ILYA TOLSTOY

TRANSLATED BY GEORGE CALDERON



IN one of his letters to his great-aunt, Alexandra
Andreyevna Tolstoy, my father gives the following
description of his children:


The eldest [Sergei] is fair-haired and good-looking;
there is something weak and patient in his expression, and very
gentle. His laugh is not infectious; but when he cries, I can
hardly refrain from crying, too. Every one says he is like my
eldest brother.

I am afraid to believe it. It is too good to be true. My
brother's chief characteristic was neither egotism nor self-
renunciation, but a strict mean between the two. He never
sacrificed himself for any one else; but not only always avoided