A Modern Instance by William Dean Howells
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"I don't see why you say there is anything wrong," she retorted. "What have _I_ done?" "Oh, you have not _done_ anything; I take it back. It is all right. But when I came here this morning--encouraged--hoping--that you had the same feeling as myself, and you seem to forget everything but a ceremonious acquaintanceship--why, it is all right, of course. I have no reason to complain; but I must say that I can't help being surprised." He saw her lips quiver and her bosom heave. "Marcia, do you blame me for feeling hurt at your coldness when I came here to tell you--to tell you I--I love you?" With his nerves all unstrung, and his hunger for sympathy, he really believed that he had come to tell her this. "Yes," he added, bitterly, I _will_ tell you, though it seems to be the last word I shall speak to you. I'll go, now." "Bartley! You shall _never_ go!" she cried, throwing herself in his way. "Do you think I don't care for you, too? You may kiss me,--you may _kill_ me, now!" The passionate tears sprang to her eyes, without the sound of sobs or the contortion of weeping, and she did not wait for his embrace. She flung her arms around his neck and held him fast, crying, "I wouldn't let you, for your own sake, darling; and if I had died for it--I thought I should die last night--I was never going to let you kiss me again till you said--till--till--now! Don't you see?" She caught him tighter, and hid her face in his neck, and cried and laughed for joy and shame, while he suffered her caresses with a certain bewilderment. "I want to tell you now--I want to explain," she said, lifting her face and letting him from her as far as her arms, caught around his neck, would reach, and fervidly |
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