Love-Letters Between a Nobleman and His Sister by Aphra Behn
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and illustrious birth, was formed by heaven and nature for universal
conquest! And who can love the charming hero at a cheaper rate than being undone? And she that would not venture fame, honour, and a marriage-vow for the glory of the young _Cesario_'s heart, merits not the noble victim; oh! would I could say so much for the young _Philander_, who would run a thousand times more hazards of life and fortune for the adorable _Sylvia_, than that amorous hero ever did for _Myrtilla_, though from that prince I learned some of my disguises for my thefts of love; for he, like _Jove_, courted in several shapes; I saw them all, and suffered the delusion to pass upon me; for I had seen the lovely _Sylvia_; yes, I had seen her, and loved her too: but honour kept me yet master of my vows; but when I knew her false, when I was once confirmed,--when by my own soul I found the dissembled passion of hers, when she could no longer hide the blushes, or the paleness that seized at the approaches of my disordered rival, when I saw love dancing in her eyes, and her false heart beat with nimble motions, and soft trembling seized every limb, at the approach or touch of the royal lover, then I thought myself no longer obliged to conceal my flame for _Sylvia_; nay, ere I broke silence, ere I discovered the hidden treasure of my heart, I made her falsehood plainer yet: even the time and place of the dear assignations I discovered; certainty, happy certainty! broke the dull heavy chain, and I with joy submitted to my shameful freedom, and caressed my generous rival; nay, and by heaven I loved him for it, pleased at the resemblance of our souls; for we were secret lovers both, but more pleased that he loved _Myrtilla_; for that made way to my passion for the adorable _Sylvia_! Let the dull, hot-brained, jealous fool upbraid me with cold patience: let the fond coxcomb, whose honour depends on the frail marriage-vow, |
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