Love-Letters Between a Nobleman and His Sister by Aphra Behn
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not (too nice and lovely maid) at shadows of things that can but
frighten fools. Put me not off with these delays; rather say you but dissembled love all this while, than now 'tis born, to die again with a poor fright of nonsense. A fit of honour! a phantom imaginary, and no more; no, no, represent me to your soul more favourably, think you see me languishing at your feet, breathing out my last in sighs and kind reproaches, on the pitiless _Sylvia_; reflect when I am dead, which will be the more afflicting object, the ghost (as you are pleased to call it) of your murdered honour, or the pale and bleeding one of _The lost_ PHILANDER. _I have lived a whole day, and yet no letter from_ Sylvia. * * * * * _To_ PHILANDER. OH why will you make me own (oh too importunate _Philander_!) with what regret I made you promise to prefer my honour before your love? I confess with blushes, which you might then see kindling in my face, that I was not at all pleased with the vows you made me, to endeavour to obey me, and I then even wished you would obstinately have denied obedience to my just commands; have pursued your criminal flame, and have left me raving on my undoing: for when you were gone, and I had leisure to look into my heart, alas! I found, whether you obliged or not, whether love or honour were preferred, I, unhappy I, was either |
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