Rest Harrow - A Comedy of Resolution by Maurice Hewlett
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you that you are the only woman with whom I have wished to live, as we
might live if you would. I can't make you see, I'm conscious, what I feel about Sanchia--but it's certainly not that. My little dear, can't you trust me?" He looked down, and saw her tears slowly dropping; he was very much moved, knelt by her side. She turned her face away, dangerously moved also. She struggled with her tears, her face contorted, her bosom heaving in riot. Senhouse took her hands, but she wrenched them away and covered her face with them. Passion grew upon her, passion of regret, of loss, of rage, of desire--"Oh, leave me, leave me! Oh, cruel, cruel! No man in the world could be so cruel--" and then she sprang up, and faced him, flushed and fierce as a woman whom love has made mad. "I believed in you, I gave you everything I had. You have had it, and you leave me. I made no pretences--I told you all my secrets. You said that you loved me--and now you leave me. Go, please. I hope I shall never see you again." Her great eyes loomed in her hot face like beacons. Her colour was high, her lips vivid. She looked as beautiful as an Indian flower. She was fighting for her own like a cat. An absent, shadowy, icily-pure Sanchia could never contend with this quivering reality of scarlet and burning brown; and the man stood disarmed before her, watching her every movement and sensible of every call of her body. Her wild words provoked him, her beauty melted him; pity for her, shame, memories of what he had believed her, impossible visions of what she might be; he was tossed this way and that, was whirled, engulfed, overwhelmed. There is only one end to such strifes. With a short cry, he threw up his arms. "God help us, I stay," he said. |
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