The Story of Kennett by Bayard Taylor
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you, without testimony. You never said, or thought, an untruth; and your
explanation will be enough not only for me, but for the whole neighborhood, if all witnesses are dead or gone away. If you knew of the shameful report, why didn't you deny it at once? Why let it spread and be believed in?" "Oh," she moaned again, "if my tongue was not tied--if my tongue was not tied! There was my fault, and what a punishment! Never--never was woman punished as I have been. Gilbert, whatever you do, bind yourself by no vow, except in the sight of men!" "I do not understand you, mother," said he. "No, and I dare not make myself understood. Don't ask me anything more! It's hard to shut my mouth, and bear everything in silence, but it cuts my very heart in twain to speak and not tell!" Her distress was so evident, that Gilbert, perplexed and bewildered as her words left him, felt that he dared not press her further. He could not doubt the truth of her first assertion; but, alas! it availed only for his own private consciousness,--it took no stain from him, in the eyes of the world. Yet, now that the painful theme had been opened,--not less painful, it seemed, since the suspected dishonor did not exist,--he craved and decided to ask, enlightenment on one point. "Mother," he said, after a pause, "I do not want to speak about this thing again. I believe you, and my greatest comfort in believing is for your sake, not for mine. I see, too, that you are bound in some way which I do not understand, so that we cannot be cleared from the blame that is put upon us. I don't mind that so much, either--for my own sake, |
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