Kokoro - Japanese Inner Life Hints by Lafcadio Hearn
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Not to the woman at all, but to the child only, did the officer then speak. He spoke low, but so clearly that I could catch every syllable:-- "Little one, this is the man who killed your father four years ago. You had not yet been born; you were in your mother's womb. That you have no father to love you now is the doing of this man. Look at him--[here the officer, putting a hand to the prisoner's chin, sternly forced him to lift his eyes]--look well at him, little boy! Do not be afraid. It is painful; but it is your duty. Look at him!" Over the mother's shoulder the boy gazed with eyes widely open, as in fear; then he began to sob; then tears came; but steadily and obediently he still looked--looked--looked--straight into the cringing face. The crowd seemed to have stopped breathing. I saw the prisoner's features distort; I saw him suddenly dash himself down upon his knees despite his fetters, and beat his face into the dust, crying out the while in a passion of hoarse remorse that made one's heart shake:-- "Pardon! pardon! pardon me, little one! That I did--not for hate was it done, but in mad fear only, in my desire to escape. Very, very wicked have I been; great unspeakable wrong have I done you! But now for my sin I go to die. I wish to die; I am glad to die! Therefore, O little one, be pitiful!--forgive me!" |
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