Adela Cathcart, Volume 1 by George MacDonald
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"Thank you, uncle," was all her reply. "What is the matter with you, my child?" I said, and drew a chair near hers. She was half reclining, with a book lying upside down on her knee. "I would tell you at once, uncle, if I knew," she answered very sweetly, but as sadly. I believe I am dying; but of what I have not the smallest idea." "Nonsense!" I said. "You're not dying." "You need not think to comfort me that way, uncle; for I think I would rather die than not." "Is there anything you would like?" "Nothing. There is nothing worth liking, but sleep." "Don't you sleep at night?" "Not well.--I will tell you all I know about it.--Some six weeks ago, I woke suddenly one morning, very early--I think about three o'clock--with an overpowering sense of blackness and misery. Everything I thought of seemed to have a core of wretchedness in it. I fought with the feeling as well as I could, and got to sleep again. But the effect of it did not leave me next day. I said to myself: 'They say "morning thoughts are true." What if this should be the true way of looking at things?' And everything became grey and dismal about |
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