Home Again by George MacDonald
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up a craggy steep, to see him walk away without looking behind. Walter
felt a difference between them. He had to give up his lodgings. Sullivan took him into his, and shared his bed with him--doing all he could in return for his father's kindness. Where now was Walter's poetry? Naturally, vanished. He was man enough to work, but not man enough to continue a poet._ His_ poetry!--how could such a jade stand the spur! But to bestir himself was better than to make verses; and indeed of all the labors for a livelihood in which a man may cultivate verse, that of literature is the last he should choose. Compare the literary efforts of Burns with the songs he wrote when home from his plow! Walter's hope had begun to faint outright, when Sullivan came in one evening as he lay on the floor, and told him that the editor of a new periodical, whom he had met at a friend's house, would make a place for him. The remuneration could suffice only to a grinding economy, but it was bread!--more, it was work, and an opening to possibilities! Walter felt himself equal to any endurance short of incapacitating hunger, and gladly accepted the offer. His duty was the merest agglomeration; but even in that he might show faculty, and who could tell what might follow! It was wearisome but not arduous, and above all, it left him time! |
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