Sanine by Mikhail Petrovich Artzybashev
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beautiful and charming a girl as her darling Lida.
Sarudine and Tanaroff went to the piano in the drawing-room, while Lida reclined lazily in the rocking-chair on the veranda. Novikoff, mute, walked up and down on the creaking boards of the veranda floor, furtively glancing at Lida's face, at her firm, full bosom, at her little feet shod in yellow shoes, and her dainty ankles. But she took no heed of him nor of his glances, so enthralled was she by the might and magic of a first passion. She shut her eyes, and smiled at her thoughts. In Novikoff's soul there was the old strife; he loved Lida, yet he could not be sure of her feelings towards himself. At times she loved him, so he thought; and again, there were times when she did not. If he thought 'yes,' how easy and pleasant it seemed for this young, pure, supple body to surrender itself to him. If he thought 'no,' such an idea was foul and detestable; he was angry at his own lust, deeming himself vile, and unworthy of Lida. At last be determined to be guided by chance. "If I step on the last board with my right foot, then I've got to propose; and if with the left, then--" He dared not even think of what would happen in that case. He trod on the last board with his left foot. It threw him into a cold sweat; but he instantly reassured himself. "Pshaw! What nonsense! I'm like some old woman! Now then; one, two, |
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