The Christmas Banquet (From "Mosses from an Old Manse") by Nathaniel Hawthorne
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an external conscience; but the demands that spirit makes upon
spirit are precisely those to which he cannot respond. When at last you come close to him you find him chill and unsubstantial,--a mere vapor." "I believe," said Rosina, "I have a glimmering idea of what you mean." "Then be thankful," answered her husband, smiling; "but do not anticipate any further illumination from what I am about to read. I have here imagined such a man to be--what, probably, he never is-- conscious of the deficiency in his spiritual organization. Methinks the result would be a sense of cold unreality wherewith he would go shivering through the world, longing to exchange his load of ice for any burden of real grief that fate could fling upon a human being." Contenting himself with this preface, Roderick began to read. In a certain old gentleman's last will and testament there appeared a bequest, which, as his final thought and deed, was singularly in keeping with a long life of melancholy eccentricity. He devised a considerable sum for establishing a fund, the interest of which was to be expended, annually forever, in preparing a Christmas Banquet for ten of the most miserable persons that could be found. It seemed not to be the testator's purpose to make these half a score of sad hearts merry, but to provide that the stern or fierce expression of human discontent should not be drowned, even for that one holy and joyful day, amid the acclamations of festal gratitude which all Christendom sends up. And he desired, likewise, to perpetuate his own remonstrance against the earthly course of |
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