Charlotte's Inheritance by M. E. (Mary Elizabeth) Braddon
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as a friend and protector, if not in the character of a future husband.
It was no longer this fair stranger who held possession of Gustave; it was Gustave who had taken possession of her. The stronger nature had subjugated the weaker. So friendless, so utterly destitute--penniless, helpless, in a strange land, it is little matter for wonder that Susan Meynell accepted the love that was at once a refuge and a shelter. "Let me tell you my wretched story," she pleaded, as she walked under the chestnut-trees by her lover's side. "Let me tell you everything. And if, when you have heard what an unhappy creature I am, you still wish to give me your heart, your name, I will be obedient to your wish. I will not speak to you of gratitude. If you could understand how debased an outcast I seemed to myself last night when I went to the river, you would know how I must feel your goodness. But you can never understand--you can never know what you seem to me." And then in a low voice, and with infinite shame and hesitation, she told him her story. "My father was a tradesman in the city of London," she said. "We were very well off, and my home ought to have been a happy one. Ah, how happy such a home would seem to me now! But I was idle and frivolous and discontented in those days, and was dissatisfied with our life in the city because it seemed dull and monotonous to me. When I look back now and remember how poor a return I gave for the love that was given to me--my mother's anxiety, my father's steady, unpretending kindness--I feel how well I have deserved the sorrows that have come to me since then." She paused here, but Gustave did not interrupt her. His interest was too |
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