Helbeck of Bannisdale — Volume II by Mrs. Humphry Ward
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arms--bright tears shone in her eyes.
"You can't--you can't belong to that--when we are married?" "To the Third Order? But, dear!--there is nothing in it that conflicts with married life! It was devised specially for persons living in the world. You would not have me give up what has been my help and salvation for ten years?" He spoke with great emotion. She trembled and hid her face against him. "Oh! I could not bear it!" she said. "Can't you realise how it would divide us? I should feel outside--a pariah. As it is, I seem to have nothing to do with half your life--there is a shut door between me and it." A flash of natural, of wholly irresistible feeling passed through him. He stooped and kissed her hair. "Open the door and come in!" he said in a whisper that seemed to rise from his inmost soul. She shook her head. They were both silent. The deep shade of the "wilderness" trees closed them in. There was a gentle melancholy in the autumn morning. The first leaves were dropping on the cobwebbed grass; and the clouds were low upon the fells. Presently Laura raised herself. "Promise me you will never press me," she said passionately; "don't send anyone to me." |
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