Helbeck of Bannisdale — Volume II by Mrs. Humphry Ward
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page 122 of 279 (43%)
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At last he held out his hands to her with that half-reproachful gesture he had often used towards her. "I fear nothing!--I hope everything. You never forbade me that. Will you leave my love no mysteries, Laura--no reserve? Nothing for you to discover and explore as time goes on?" She trembled under the mingled remonstrance and passion of his tone. But she persisted. "It's because--I feel--other things come before love. Tell me--I have a right to know. I shall never come first--quite first--shall I?" She forced the saddest, proudest of smiles, as he took her reluctant hands. And involuntarily her eyes travelled over the room, over the crucifix above the faldstool, the little altar to St. Joseph, the worn books upon his table. They were to her like the weapons and symbols of an enemy. He made her no direct answer. His face was for a moment grave and set. Then he roused himself, kissed the hands he held, and resolutely began to talk of something else. When a few minutes later he left her alone, she stood there quivering under the touch of power by which he had silenced her--under the angry sense that she was less and less able as the days went by to draw or drive him into argument. The more thorny her mood became, the more sadly did he seem to hide the treasures of the soul from her. * * * * * |
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