Helbeck of Bannisdale — Volume II by Mrs. Humphry Ward
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importance in the narrow lot of this impoverished estate. To a rich
bridegroom it would have been a trifle for contempt. To Helbeck and herself--though she scarcely believed that he had realised as yet that she possessed a farthing!--it would mean just escape from penury; a few more fires and servants and travellings; enough to ease his life from that hard strain that had tugged at it so long. For _her_ money should not go to nuns or Jesuits!--she would protect it zealously, and not for her own sake. ... Oh! those days by the sea! Those were days for remembering. That tall form always beside her--those eyes so grey and kind--so fiery-kind, often!--revealing to her day by day more of the man, learning a new language for her alone, in all the world, a language that could set her trembling, that could draw her to him, in a humility that was strange and difficult, yet pure joy!--her hand slipping into his, her look sinking beneath his, almost with an appeal to love to let her be. Then--nothing but the sparkling sands and the white-edged waves for company! A little pleasant chat with Augustina; duty walks with her bath chair along the sea-wall; strolls in the summer dusk, while Mrs. Fountain, wrapped in her many shawls, watched them from the balcony; their day had known no other events, no other disturbance than these. As far as things external were concerned.--Else, each word, each look made history. And though he had not talked much to her of his religion, his Catholic friends and schemes, all that he had said on these things she had been ready to take into a softened heart. His mystic's practice and belief wore still their grand air for her--that aspect of power and mystery which had in fact borne so large a part in the winning of her imagination, the subduing of her will. She did not want then to know too much. She wished the mystery still kept up. And he, on his side, had made |
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