Helbeck of Bannisdale — Volume II by Mrs. Humphry Ward
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Helbeck looked uncomfortable, but was not ready enough to stave off the impending confidence. Williams fixed him with eyes now fully lifted, and piercingly bright. "You said little--that is quite true. But it was what you did, what I saw as I worked here beside you week after week that conquered me. Do you remember once rebuking me in anger because I had made some mistake in the chapel work? You were very angry--and I was cut to the heart. That very night you came to me, as I was still working, and asked my pardon--you! Mr. Helbeck of Bannisdale, and I, a boy of sixteen, the son of the wheelwright who mended your farm carts. You made me kneel down beside you on the steps of the sanctuary--and we said the Confiteor together. Don't say you forget it!" Helbeck hesitated, then spoke with evident unwillingness. "You make a great deal of nothing, my dear Edward. I had treated you to one of the Helbeck rages, I suppose--and had the grace to be ashamed of myself." "It made me a Catholic," said the other emphatically, "so I naturally dwell upon it. Next day I stole a 'Garden of the Soul' and a book of meditations from your study. Then, on the pretext of the work, I used to make you tell me or read me the stories of the saints--later, I often used to follow you in the morning when you went to Mass. I watched you day by day, till the sense of something supernatural possessed me. Then you noticed my coming to Mass--you asked Father Bowles to speak to me--you seemed to shrink--or I thought so--from speaking yourself. But it was not Father Bowles--it was not my first teachers at St. Aloysius it |
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