Tales and Novels — Volume 03 by Maria Edgeworth
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"My husband," continued she, and her voice suddenly altered from the tone
of grief to that of anger--"my husband hates me--no matter--I despise him. His relations hate me--no matter--I despise them. My own relations hate me--no matter, I never wish to see them more--never shall they see my sorrow--never shall they hear a complaint, a sigh from me. There is no torture which I could not more easily endure than their insulting pity. I will die, as I have lived, the envy and admiration of the world. When I am gone, let them find out their mistake; and moralize, if they will, over my grave." She paused. Belinda had no power to speak. "Promise, swear to me," resumed Lady Delacour vehemently, seizing Belinda's hand, "that you will never reveal to any mortal what you have seen and heard this night. No living creature suspects that Lady Delacour is dying by inches, except Marriott and that woman whom but a few hours ago I thought my _real friend_, to whom I trusted every secret of my life, every thought of my heart. Fool! idiot! dupe that I was to trust to the friendship of a woman whom I knew to be without principle: but I thought she had honour; I thought she could never betray _me_,--O Harriot! Harriot! you to desert me!--Any thing else I could have borne--but you, who I thought would have supported me in the tortures of mind and body which I am to go through--you that I thought would receive my last breath --you to desert me!--Now I am alone in the world--left to the mercy of an insolent waiting-woman." Lady Delacour hid her face in Belinda's lap, and almost stifled by the violence of contending emotions, she at last gave vent to them, and sobbed aloud. "Trust to one," said Belinda, pressing her hand, with all the tenderness which humanity could dictate, "who will never leave you at the mercy of an |
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