The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 04, No. 26, December, 1859 by Various
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your affections is gone wholly beyond your control? I am quite sure of
_that_, Mary. I know you do love him very well,--that you would make a most true, affectionate, constant wife to him; but what I know you feel for me is something wholly out of your power to give to him,--is it not, now?" "I think it is," said Mary, looking gravely and deeply thoughtful "But then, James, I ask myself, 'What if this had happened a week hence?' My feelings would have been just the same, because they are feelings over which I have no more control than over my existence. I can only control the expression of them. But in _that_ case you would not have asked me to break my marriage-vow; and why now shall I break a solemn vow deliberately made before God? If what I can give him will content him, and he never knows that which would give him pain, what wrong is done him?" "I should think the deepest possible wrong done me," said James, "if, when I thought I had married a wife with a whole heart, I found that the greater part of it had been before that given to another. If you tell him, or if I tell him, or your mother,--who is the proper person, and he chooses to hold you to your promise, then, Mary, I have no more to say. I shall sail in a few weeks again, and carry your image forever in my heart;--nobody can take that away; that dear shadow will be the only wife I shall ever know." At this moment Miss Prissy came rattling along towards the door, talking--we suspect designedly--on quite a high key. Mary hastily said,-- "Wait, James,--let me think,--tomorrow is the Sabbath-day. Monday I |
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