His Hour by Elinor Glyn
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lingered near the boy who held Tamara's camel, and then gradually slunk
away; thus, but for Hafis, she was alone--alone with her thoughts and the Sphinx. The strange, mystical face looked straight at her from the elevation where she sat. Its sensual mocking calm penetrated her brain. The creature seemed to be laughing at all humanity--and saying--"There is no beyond--live and enjoy the things of the present--Eat, drink, and be merry, for to-morrow you die, and I--I who sit here and know, tell you there is no beyond. The things you can touch and hold to your bodies are the only ones worth grasping." "No, no!" said Tamara, half aloud, "I will not--I will not believe it." "Fool," said the Sphinx. "What is your soul? And if you have one, what have you done with it hitherto? Are you any light in the world?--No, you have lived upon the orders of others, you have let your individuality be crushed these twenty-four years--since the day you could speak. Just an echo it is--that fine thing, your soul! Show it then, if you have one! Do you possess an opinion? Not a bit of it. You simply announce platitudes that you have been taught were the right answers to all questions! Believe me, you have no soul. So take what you can--a body! You certainly have that, one can see it--well, snatch what it can bring you, since you have not enough will to try for higher things. Grasp what you may, poor weakling. That is the wisdom sitting here for eternity has taught me." Tamara stirred her hands in protest--but she knew the indictment was true. Yes, her life had been one long commonplace vista of following leads--like a sheep. |
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