The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 05, No. 31, May, 1860 by Various
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have been troubled about her since I went away. How odd it is that I am
here alone with you in this room! how many times I have wished it! I liked you best here; and while absent, the remembrance of it has been inseparable from the remembrance of you,--a picture within a picture. I know all that the room contains,--the white vases, and the wire baskets, with pots of Egyptian lilies and damask roses, the books bound in green and gold, the engravings of nymphs and fauns, the crimson bars in the carpet, the flowers on the cushions, and, best of all, the arched window and its low seat. But I had promised myself never to see you: it was all I could do for Laura. She is dead, and I am here." I rose and walked to the window, and looked out on the misty sea, and felt strangely. "Another lover," I thought,--"and Redmond's friend, and Laura's. But it all belongs to the comedy we play." He came to where I stood. "I know you so well," he said,--"your pride, your self-control, even your foibles: but they attract one, too. You did not escape heart-whole from Redmond's influence. He is not married yet, but he will be; he is a chivalrous fellow. It was a desperate matter between you two,--a hand-to-hand struggle. It is over with you both, I believe: you are something alike. Now may I offer you my friendship? If I love you, let me say so. Do not resist me. I appeal to the spirit of coquetry which tempted you before you saw me to-night. You are dressed to please me." I was thinking what I should say, when he skilfully turned the conversation into an ordinary channel. He shook off his dreamy manner, |
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