The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 05, No. 31, May, 1860 by Various
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the piano behind him.
"Psalms." "They suit you admirably; but I perceive you attend to your dress still. How effective those velvet bands are! You look older than you did two years ago." "Two years are enough to age a woman." "Yes, if she is miserable. Can you be unhappy?" he asked, rising, and taking a seat beside me. There was a tone of sympathy in his voice which made me shudder, I knew not why. It was neither aversion nor liking; but I dreaded to be thrown into any tumult of feeling. I realized afterward more fully that it is next to impossible for a passionate woman to receive the sincere addresses of a manly man without feeling some fluctuation of soul. Ignorant spectators call her a coquette for this. Happily, there are teachers among our own sex, women of cold temperaments, able to vindicate themselves from the imputation. They spare themselves great waste of heart and some generous emotion,--also remorse and self-accusations regarding the want of propriety, and the other ingredients which go to make up a white-muslin heroine. Harry Lothrop saw that my cheek was burning, and made a movement toward me. I tossed my head back, and moved down the sofa; he did not follow me, but smiled and mused in his old way. And so it went on,--not once, but many times. He wrote me quiet, |
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