Southern Lights and Shadows by Unknown
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They envied her often when they had the very thing she wanted--or, at
least, she didn't have it. They enlarged on her popularity, and she answered, "Oh yes, nice boys, most of them, but--" She had always said, "_When_ I marry," not "_if_," and had said it much as she said, "When I grow up." And, yes, she believed in fate: that everybody who belonged to you would find you out; but--it was only hospitable to meet them half-way! So her admirers found her in the beginning hopefully interested, and in the end rather mournfully unconvinced. Her regret seemed so genuinely on her own account as well as theirs that they usually carried off a very kind feeling for her. She was equally open to enlistment in any other proposed diversion. For Bessie lived in a constant state of great expectation that something really nice would really happen to-morrow. There was always something wrong to-day. "It's not fair!" she complained to Guy Osbourne, when he came to tell her good-by, all in the gray. "I'm positively discriminated against. If _I_ have an engagement, it's sure to rain! And now just when I'm beginning to be a grown young lady, with a prospect _at last_ of a thoroughly good time, a war has to break out!" Her petulance was pretty. Guy laughed. "How disobliging!" he sympathized. "And how modest!" he added--which the reader may disentangle; Bessie did not. "_At last!_" he mocked her. For Bessie Hall, whose community already moved in an orbit around her, and whose parents had, according to a familiar phrase, an even more circumscribed course around her little finger--for Bessie Hall to rail at fate was deliciously absurd, delightfully feminine! |
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