The Case of Richard Meynell by Mrs. Humphry Ward
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A silence. Then the voice rose again from the bed.
"Dost tha believe in Jesus Christ, Rector? Mr. Barron, he calls tha an infidel. But he hasn't read the books you an' I have read, I'll uphold yer!" The dying man raised his hand to the bookshelves beside him with a proud gesture. The Rector slowly raised himself. An expression as of some passion within, trying at once to check and to utter itself, became visible on his face in the half light. "It's not books that settle it, Jim. I'll try and put it to you--just as I see it myself--just in the way it comes to me." He paused a moment, frowning under the effort of simplification. The hidden need of the dying man seemed to be mysteriously conveyed to him--the pang of lonely anguish that death brings with it; the craving for comfort beneath the apparent scorn of faith; the human cry expressed in this strange catechism. "Stop me if I tire you," he said at last. "I don't know if I can make it plain--but to me, Bateson, there are two worlds that every man is concerned with. There is this world of everyday life--work and business, sleeping and talking, eating and drinking--that you and I have been living in; and there is another world, within it, and alongside of it, that we know when we are quiet--when we listen to our own hearts, and follow that voice I spoke of just now. Jesus Christ called that other world the Kingdom of God--and those who dwell in it, the children of God. |
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