The Diary of a Superfluous Man and Other Stories by Ivan Sergeevich Turgenev
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far as I was able, to give an idea of his soul; described his last
meeting with me and his end. 'And a man like that,' I cried, as I finished my story--'has left us, unnoticed, almost unappreciated! But that's no great loss. What is the use of man's appreciation? What pains me, what wounds me, is that such a man, with such a loving and devoted heart, is dead without having once known the bliss of love returned, without having awakened interest in one woman's heart worthy of him!... Such as I may well know nothing of such happiness; we don't deserve it; but Pasinkov!... And yet haven't I met thousands of men in my life, who could not compare with him in any respect, who were loved? Must one believe that some faults in a man--conceit, for instance, or frivolity--are essential to gain a woman's devotion? Or does love fear perfection, the perfection possible on earth, as something strange and terrible?' Sophia Nikolaevna heard me to the end, without taking her stern, searching eyes off me, without moving her lips; only her eyebrows contracted from time to time. 'What makes you suppose,' she observed after a brief silence, 'that no woman ever loved your friend?' 'Because I know it, know it for a fact.' Sophia Nikolaevna seemed about to say something, but she stopped. She seemed to be struggling with herself. 'You are mistaken,' she began at last; 'I know a woman who loved your dead friend passionately; she loves him and remembers him to this day |
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