The Diary of a Superfluous Man and Other Stories by Ivan Sergeevich Turgenev
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'In that case,' he continued, after a brief pause, 'I shall have the
honour of sending my second to you to-morrow.' 'Very good, 'I said in a voice, if possible, even more indifferent. The prince gave a slight bow. 'I cannot prevent you from considering me empty-headed,' he added, with a haughty droop of his eyelids; 'but the Princes' N---- cannot be upstarts. Good-bye till we meet, Mr.... Mr. Shtukaturin.' He quickly turned his back on me, and again approached his host, who was already beginning to get excited. Mr. Shtukaturin!... My name is Tchulkaturin.... I could think of nothing to say to him in reply to this last insult, and could only gaze after him with fury. 'Till to-morrow,' I muttered, clenching my teeth, and I at once looked for an officer of my acquaintance, a cavalry captain in the Uhlans, called Koloberdyaev, a desperate rake, and a very good fellow. To him I related, in few words, my quarrel with the prince, and asked him to be my second. He, of course, promptly consented, and I went home. I could not sleep all night--from excitement, not from cowardice. I am not a coward. I positively thought very little of the possibility confronting me of losing my life--that, as the Germans assure us, highest good on earth. I could think only of Liza, of my ruined hopes, of what I ought to do. 'Ought I to try to kill the prince?' I asked myself; and, of course, I wanted to kill him--not from revenge, but from a desire for Liza's good. 'But she will not survive such a blow,' |
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