Night and Morning, Volume 3 by Baron Edward Bulwer Lytton Lytton
page 77 of 156 (49%)
page 77 of 156 (49%)
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Gawtrey. I have pinned my fate to you--I am fallen from hope itself! At
times it almost makes me mad to look back--and yet you do not trust me. Since your return to Paris you are absent whole nights--often days; you are moody and thoughtful-yet, whatever your business, it seems to bring you ample returns." "You think that," said Gawtrey, mildly, and with a sort of pity in his voice; "yet you refuse to take even the money to change those rags." "Because I know not how the money was gained. Ah, Gawtrey, I am not too proud for charity, but I am for--" He checked the word uppermost in his thoughts, and resumed-- "Yes; your occupations seem lucrative. It was but yesterday Birnie gave me fifty napoleons, for which he said you wished change in silver." "Did he? The ras-- Well! and you got change for them?" "I know not why, but I refused." "That was right, Philip. Do nothing that man tells you." "Will you, then, trust me? You are engaged in some horrible traffic! it may be blood! I am no longer a boy--I have a will of my own--I will not be silently and blindly entrapped to perdition. If I march thither, it shall be with my own consent. Trust me, and this day, or we part to-morrow." "Be ruled. Some secrets it is better not to know." |
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