Night and Morning, Volume 4 by Baron Edward Bulwer Lytton Lytton
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"Have you then a brother?" asked Camilla, in some surprise, and turning her ingenuous eyes full on her companion. Spencer's colour rose--rose to his temples: his voice trembled as he answered, "No;--no brother!" then, speaking in a rapid and hurried tone, he continued, "My life has been a strange and lonely one. I am an orphan. I have mixed with few of my own age: my boyhood and youth have been spent in these scenes; my education such as Nature and books could bestow, with scarcely any guide or tutor save my guardian--the dear old man! Thus the world, the stir of cities, ambition, enterprise,--all seem to me as things belonging to a distant land to which I shall never wander. Yet I have had my dreams, Miss Beaufort; dreams of which these solitudes still form a part--but solitudes not unshared. And lately I have thought that those dreams might be prophetic. And you--do you love the world?" "I, like you, have scarcely tried it," said Camilla, with a sweet laugh. "but I love the country better,--oh! far better than what little I have seen of towns. But for you," she continued with a charming hesitation, "a man is so different from us,--for you to shrink from the world--you, so young and with talents too--nay, it is true!--it seems to me strange." "It may be so, but I cannot tell you what feelings of dread--what vague forebodings of terror seize me if I carry my thoughts beyond these retreats. Perhaps my good guardian--" "Your uncle?" interrupted Camilla. "Ay, my uncle--may have contributed to engender feelings, as you say, |
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