Strong Hearts by George Washington Cable
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with its doer as something like a dead loss to everybody.
"I'm glad it's not," he said, "for I reckon my ruling motive is always fear." "Was it fear this evening?" I asked. "Yes," he replied, "it was. It was fear of a coward's name, and a sort of abject horror of being one." "Too big a coward inside," I laughed, "to be a big stout coward outside," and he assented. "Smith," he said, and paused long, "if I were a hard drinker and should try to quit, it wouldn't be courage that would carry me through, but fear; quaking fear of a drunkard's life and a drunkard's death." I was about to rejoin that the danger was already at his door, but he read the warning accusation in my eye. "I'm afraid so," he responded. "I had a strange experience once," he presently added, as if reminded of it by what we had last said. "I took a prisoner." "By the overwhelming power of fear?" I inquired. "Partly, yes. I saw him before he saw me and I felt that if I didn't take him he'd either take me or shoot me, so I covered him and he surrendered. We were in an old pine clearing grown up with oak bushes." |
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