Blackwood's Edinburgh Magazine — Volume 54, No. 335, September 1843 by Various
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way, and I will bless you. Oh, why did I not heed your words before! Why
did I suffer myself to be entrapped'-- "She stopped me in my exclamations. "'You have promised, dear,' said she, 'never to look upon the past. You acted for the best. So did we all. It is our consolation and support. But the present is sad and mournful, and, I believe, it rests with ourselves to secure our happiness for the future. Are you content to do it?' "'Oh, can you ask me, Anna? Tell me how I may escape without discredit--without shame and one dishonourable taint--and you take me from the depths of my despair. I see no end to this career. I am fixed to the stake, and I must burn.' "'Listen to me, dearest. You shall write to your uncle without delay, and explain to him your wishes. You shall tell him of your difficulties frankly and unreservedly. Make known to him your state of health, and tell him firmly that you are unequal to the burden which is laid upon you. Should he insist upon a recompense for your loss, you have money of your own there--yield it to him, and these hands shall never rest until they have earned for you every shilling of it back again. Be tranquil, resolute, cheerful, and all will yet be well, I trust--I feel it will.' "I had once refused to act on her advice, and the consequences had been dire enough. When compliance was too late, I implicitly obeyed her. The letter was written, and an answer came as speedily as we could wish it. It was a kind reply. My uncle was sorry for my illness, and was content to take the business off my hands, if I was ready to resign it in the condition that I had found it. And this, I thanked my God with tears of |
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