The History of Richard Raynal, Solitary by Robert Hugh Benson
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"It has persevered ever since, my son Richard," I said?
He bowed his head. "There is no savour in anything to me until I go," he answered. "This morning as I looked from over the wall upon the sacrament, my eyes were blinded: I saw nothing but the species of bread. I was forced to rest upon the assent of my faith." Again I attempted to silence what my soul told me. It was the very power that Master Richard had taught me to use that was turning against what I desired. I had not known until then how much I loved this quiet holy lad with grave eyes--not until I thought I should lose him. "There is no sin," I said, "that has darkened your eyes?" I saw him smile sideways at that, and he turned his head a little. "My sins are neither blacker nor whiter than they have always been," he said; "you know them all, my father." "And you wish to leave us?" I cried. He unclasped his hands and laid one on my knee. I was terrified at its purity, but his face was turned away, and he said nothing. I had never heard the wood at that time of the evening so silent as it was then. It was the time when, as the lax monks say, the birds say mattins (but the strict observants call it compline), but there was neither mattins nor compline then in the green wood. It was all in a |
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