Scenes from a Courtesan's Life by Honoré de Balzac
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grief."
"Your veil of innocence?" said the priest. "Then you have treated Lucien with the sternest severity?" "Oh, Father, how can you, who know him, ask me such a question!" she replied with a smile. "Who can resist a god?" "Do not be blasphemous," said the priest mildly. "No one can be like God. Exaggeration is out of place with true love; you had not a pure and genuine love for your idol. If you had undergone the conversion you boast of having felt, you would have acquired the virtues which are a part of womanhood; you would have known the charm of chastity, the refinements of modesty, the two virtues that are the glory of a maiden.--You do not love." Esther's gesture of horror was seen by the priest, but it had no effect on the impassibility of her confessor. "Yes; for you love him for yourself and not for himself, for the temporal enjoyments that delight you, and not for love itself. If he has thus taken possession of you, you cannot have felt that sacred thrill that is inspired by a being on whom God has set the seal of the most adorable perfections. Has it never occurred to you that you would degrade him by your past impurity, that you would corrupt a child by the overpowering seductions which earned you your nickname glorious in infamy? You have been illogical with yourself, and your passion of a day----" "Of a day?" she repeated, raising her eyes. |
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