Benita, an African romance by H. Rider (Henry Rider) Haggard
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Benita seemed to change her mind, and sat down again, saying:
"Go on, if you wish." He bowed slightly, and said: "I thank you. I have told you what I _was_ half an hour ago; now, hoping that you will believe me, I will tell you what I _am_. I am a truly repentant man, one upon whom a new light has risen. I am not very old, and I think that underneath it all I have some ability. Opportunity may still come my way; if it does not, for your sake I will make the opportunity. I do not believe that you can ever find anyone who would love you better or care for you more tenderly. I desire to live for you in the future, more completely even than in the past I have lived for myself. I do not wish to influence you by personal appeals, but in fact I stand at the parting of the ways. If you will give yourself to me I feel as though I might still become a husband of whom you could be proud--if not, I write 'Finis' upon the tombstone of the possibilities of Robert Seymour. I adore you. You are the one woman with whom I desire to pass my days; it is you who have always been lacking to my life. I ask you to be brave, to take the risk of marrying me, although I can see nothing but poverty ahead of us, for I am an adventurer." "Don't speak like that," she said quickly. "We are all of us adventurers in this world, and I more than you. We have just to consider ourselves, not what we have or have not." "So be it, Miss Clifford. Then I have nothing more to say; now it is for you to answer." |
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