Cosmopolis — Volume 3 by Paul Bourget
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The letter and will made by Florent disclosed to her the threat of a fatal duel suspended over the head which was the dearest to her. So she had driven to a tragical encounter the only being whom she loved.... The disappointment of the heart in which palpitated the wild energies of a bestial atavism was so sudden, so acute, so dolorous, that she uttered an inarticulate cry, leaning upon her brother's desk, and, in the face of those sheets of paper which had revealed so much, she repeated: "He is going to fight a duel! He!.... And I am the cause!".... Then, returning the letters and the will to the drawer, she closed it and rose, saying aloud: "No. It shall not be. I will prevent it, if I have to cast myself between them. I do not wish it! I do not wish it!" It was easy to utter such words. But the execution of them was less easy. Lydia knew it, for she had no sooner uttered that vow than she wrung her hands in despair--those weak hands which Madame Steno compared in one of her letters to the paws of a monkey, the fingers were so supple and so long--and she uttered this despairing cry: "But how?".... which so many criminals have uttered before the issue, unexpected and fatal to them, of their shrewdest calculations. The poet has sung it in the words which relate the story of all our faults, great and small: "The gods are just, and of our pleasant vices Make instruments to plague us." It is necessary that the belief in the equity of an incomprehensible judge be well grounded in us, for the strongest minds are struck by a |
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