More Pages from a Journal by Mark Rutherford
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'You forget what a hard life you had with Mrs. Wootton at the Hatch.' 'No, I don't forget. She had a rough tongue, but she was one of our set. She got as good as she gave. She spoke her mind, and I spoke mine, and there was an end to it. But this lot--they are so stuck- up and stuck-round. I never saw such folk in our parts--they make me feel as if I were the dirt under their feet.' 'Never mind them. I have more to put up with than you have. You know all; you may be sure, if I could help it, I shouldn't be here.' 'I do know all. I shouldn't grieve if that stepmother of yours drank herself to death. O Lord, when I see what you have to go through I am ashamed of myself. But you were made one way and I another. You dear, patient creature!' 'It's half-past eleven. It is time to go to bed.' They went to their cold lean-to garrets under the slates. Miss Toller lay awake for hours. This, then, was Christmas Eve, one more Christmas Eve. She recollected another Christmas Eve twenty years gone. She went out to a party, she and her father and mother and sister; mother and sister now dead. Somebody walked home with her that clear, frosty night. Strange! Miss Toller, Brighton lodging-house keeper, always in black gown--no speck of colour even on Sundays--whose life was spent before sinks and stoves, through whose barred kitchen windows the sun never shone, had wandered in |
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