More Pages from a Journal by Mark Rutherford
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She was silent. She knew as little as her father of Roman Catholic
history and creeds. He went on: 'Your aunt, my dear sister--a more beautiful creature never walked this earth--I do not know if she is alive or dead. Can that be true which kills love?' 'Father, father,' she cried, sobbing, 'nothing can separate us!' He said no more on that subject, and seemed to recover his peace of mind, although he was not really at rest. He was getting into years and he saw that words were useless and that he must wait the issue of forces which were beyond his control. 'If she is to go, she must go: resistance will make it worse for me: I must thank God if anything of her is left for me. Thus spoke the weary submission of age, but it was not final, and the half-savage desire for his child's undivided love awoke in him again, and he prayed that if he could not have it his end might soon come. Kate's love for her father was deep, but she could not move a single step merely to pacify him. She could have yielded herself entirely to him in worldly matters; she would have doubted many of her strongest beliefs if he had contested them; she would have given up all her happiness for him; she would have died for him; but she could not let go the faintest of her religious dreams, although it was impossible to put them into words. She wrote her letter to the priest. She found him living in a |
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